Bad day ..

Nowadays really is a bad day .
I really dont know how to express my feeling.
I dont know what's wrong with me..
I dont know why he treat me like that..
I dont know why he want to angry..
I dont know why i make him angry..
I dont know .... I really dont know ...
I really so scare one day , he will disappear..
WHY ?
WHY ?
WHO can tell me WHY ?
I almost get crazy already..
Sad sad life .
 So sad :(

Our first Valentine's Day

This year i have a very very sweet Valentine's Day .
Although I have few bf before, but for me, i think this is my best bf before.
My bf can't speak mandarin very well, but everytime he speak mandarin with me.
I feel very funny. He lighten up my life with love.
Although my dear didnt bring me to those luxury restaurant to have our dinner.
But i feel so thankful because he cook steak for me.
I prefer homecook rather than outside food.
ALthough how delicious and how expensive is the outside food.
Yet, still cant compare to my dear homecook's steak.
Because he cook with all his love and warmth.
We really had a very happy dinner together.
I feel so glad to have a bf like this.
My dear also give me few present.
Although the present is not as expensive and luxury as diamond.
But i really appreciated it.
My dear never give me a present.
He usually bring me go makan2 only.
Last night, when he gave me the present.
My tears almost fall already.
Dear, nonid to buy me any present.
Because you are the best present for me.
The present that my dear bought for me are very cute.
I really appreciated the gift very much.
My laogong, I love you so much.
Thanks for giving me an unforgettable memory in my life.
Once already enough dy.
Now i really have no more regret in my life.
I promise to myself.
One day, i will let my dear have an unforgettable memory too.
Just pray for me my dear sister and brother.
Weena love Jiann Xiong forever.