Bad day ..

Nowadays really is a bad day .
I really dont know how to express my feeling.
I dont know what's wrong with me..
I dont know why he treat me like that..
I dont know why he want to angry..
I dont know why i make him angry..
I dont know .... I really dont know ...
I really so scare one day , he will disappear..
WHY ?
WHY ?
WHO can tell me WHY ?
I almost get crazy already..
Sad sad life .
 So sad :(

Our first Valentine's Day

This year i have a very very sweet Valentine's Day .
Although I have few bf before, but for me, i think this is my best bf before.
My bf can't speak mandarin very well, but everytime he speak mandarin with me.
I feel very funny. He lighten up my life with love.
Although my dear didnt bring me to those luxury restaurant to have our dinner.
But i feel so thankful because he cook steak for me.
I prefer homecook rather than outside food.
ALthough how delicious and how expensive is the outside food.
Yet, still cant compare to my dear homecook's steak.
Because he cook with all his love and warmth.
We really had a very happy dinner together.
I feel so glad to have a bf like this.
My dear also give me few present.
Although the present is not as expensive and luxury as diamond.
But i really appreciated it.
My dear never give me a present.
He usually bring me go makan2 only.
Last night, when he gave me the present.
My tears almost fall already.
Dear, nonid to buy me any present.
Because you are the best present for me.
The present that my dear bought for me are very cute.
I really appreciated the gift very much.
My laogong, I love you so much.
Thanks for giving me an unforgettable memory in my life.
Once already enough dy.
Now i really have no more regret in my life.
I promise to myself.
One day, i will let my dear have an unforgettable memory too.
Just pray for me my dear sister and brother.
Weena love Jiann Xiong forever.

Holiday

Holiday should be happy or sad ?
I dint really enjoy my holiday because i feel our relationship is very far.
I hope everything will goes faster .
I want to meet him everyday.
I cant live without him .
Im really sad .
Everything i want to find him sure his hp is offline .
God , please help me .
I need him .


FIONA IS VERY SAD NOW ~

31.01.2011

A letter from angel ~

I am very ordinary girl .
Yesterday an incident happened in my life.
That hurts me so much.
And make me feel so SAD.
I really dont know what to do that time .
At first , i plan not to tell him.
But a CRAZY people keep on spam my facebook.
UNTIL i cant stand it anymore.
I call my dear to settle it for me.
At first , i feel so disappointed because my dear didnt scold that CRAZY people.
But at last , i keep on thinking and wondering , if scold thing also never change .
So what is the purpose to scold each other .
It will only make things go complicated.
And at last, everyone will feel sinful .
But , my tears keep on falling .
Because is my first time scolded by a girl .
And first time i never scold back anything.
Because i believe i can stand firm , n i wouldnt fall down .
Because if i fall down they will be more happy.

Last , i become very brave and ask my dear .
If i give u one choice , will you love me again .
Yes , my dear didnt let me disappointed .
He said he had already make his choice .
And he will never regret to make this choice .
He will never leave me .
So everyone here , please be my witness .

I finally found a boy who can lay my life on him.
He is my dearest one .
NO FEAR , NO TEAR.
ENJOY MY LIFE !

Myself , my life .

My sweet sweet love story begin .
3
2
1
Go !!!
Hehe . I am so happy because i got a wonderful trip to Genting with my darling .
So cool wor at Genting .
I almost freeze liaw .
But my dear always there for me .
He willing to lend me his jacket although he is very cool.
When i said we share la the jacket , he said he feel so hot (alasan) only.
I knew he is very cold .
So sweet right .

Last night I am so hurt and so stupid .
I went to ask him about the bear .
I keep on force him to tell me where is the bear come from .
Once he dont want to tell me , I also keep merajuk .
Last , i saw him with a sad face and hug me .
He said :"............" I cant listen it clearly.
But what i heard is : Sorry ...

Actually i already knew where is the bear come from .
But i just cant accept it .
I want him to be sincere to me .
I want him to be honest to me .
But yah , he did it .
He didnt let me be disappointed .

Then with his sad face he told me :" By , saya tak guna pun , saya simpan saja" .
Actually my dear , i allow u to use it .
I didnt say u cant use it ah .
EVen if you want to find that people i also cant do anything .
But i want you to be sincere .
My stupid dear .
See , still got how many girl can say like this to her boyfriend .
And if you are me , can u say the same thing too ?
I can do it , because you really mean to me ,
And i really appreciated you in my life .
You have given me a lots of happiness in my life .

I will always scare when this type of happiness will gone in my life ?
But even if this happiness gone , I will still very happy .
Because I had ever try this type of happiness already .
Not everyone have this before .
Im so lucky already .
I will never regret .
I love him very much .
He is my only one . Bobby Liau Jiann Xiong .

MUAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Something that happened in my class today ..... that really hurt me alots

Today................
Let people misunderstand .
The question not i ask one . I just simply tell the person who sit beside me .
The lecturer ask u , still got what tax need to pay .
So i said income tax . Because everyone need to pay income tax because everyone has income.
Then the boy sound out the question .
Then the girl misunderstand me and aim my group .
But whatever that happened I will let it happen .
Because we cannot change the thing that happened .
It already become a past and a history .
How people judge me , i dont mind at all .
Because only GOD/ TUHAN/ ALLAH knew what had happened .
Girlss , i want to tell u . I admit just now when u ask me is because I dont want to make the problem bigger and bigger .
I will choose to be quiet .
I cannot change your mind , I can only change myself .
But the way u talk is really NO MANNER .
Next time , find out or investigate first before u judge a person .
REMEMBER , BEAR IN MIND !
DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER .
And just a question , if you cant answer, there is nothing .
Because we are not genius at all .
WHY YOU SO MIND ABOUT IT ??????
If you saw this post , you feel unhappy .
I dont think i no need to say sorry to u .
Because it is not my fault .
And , you really need to tenang your heart .
Let ur head be pure .
And next time before u talk , think about GOD first .
HE is the creator of human .
Only HIM can judge us .
Not everyone is perfect .
But the way u talk to people u really need to change .
That's all . Thank you ~

Actually the way u talk and sindir at the back is really hurt okay !
But I never angry you .
Because GOD said :" Love your enermy as you love yourself" .

No hate , no jealousy in our life .

Maybe you feel so happy after see our group cannot answer your question .
But that is really a big sins because you really mean to sabotage others .

And to a person : " next time please dont use ur blazer to hit other people " .
Mayb u think that is nothing , but I will always remember that scene .

As a conclusion : " Investigate before you judge " and "Dont judge a booy by its cover" .

God bless everyone .
May God's love , peace and joy bless everyone .
Have a nice day .

Happy

Im so happy today with no reasons .
Thursday go Genting Highlands lur .
Cold cold .
OMG , I dont have jacket .
Wan to rampas my dear one .
Can I ? Hahaha
Horaayyy ! Next Thursday go back to Kuching !
Love my own bed .
Hehehe . Happy .