You mean alots for me

Today is Sunday. A blessed Sunday.
I woke up early in the morning.
But today im so hurt when i saw something.
If you really treat me as your friend, you wouldn't say me like that.
You really make me shocked and my tears keep on dropping.
Can you please think about my feeling before you say anything from your mouth?
Can you please? My heart is so fragile.
I didn't force you to see anything.
If you don't like to see, you can just ignore it.
But..... you really hurt me alots through your words.
Im so disappointed.
Extremely........ no comment :(
Apart from that, I need to thanks God bcoz my "boss" , and others friends all reached their home.
Home sweet home.
Hope my "boss" can recovered soon.
God please take away all his pain.
Don't let him suffer from all this.
He really mean alots to me.
Sometimes, I really dont know how to express my feeling through words.
But he is meaningful to me more than the limit.
He is the only one who cheer up my life and teach me alots of thing.
Between, I also pack my stuff liaw.
It's too many thing.
Hmm, actually i thought i can change my flight date.
But last tidak jadi.
Bcoz it's too expensive.
From the bottom of my heart, i feel so disappointed :(
Why nowadays i start to down already?
Is it bcoz he is not bside me?
Or im the one who think too much ..?
Ohhh , I cannot be like this ..
I need to be tough.
I need to be brave.
Im too manja already bcoz he is too sayang me.
I still got last paper to go!
Fiona , all the best!
Last paper, after this you can relax.


Bobby Liau Jiann Xiong, i miss u tons.

Love from,
Fiona
07.11.2010
Sunday
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