Unforgetable memory in part of my life

Hi , all . Long time didnt blog walking already beacuse i am currently quite busy with my life.
My life is full of types of feeling .
Sometimes i feel UPS , sometimes i feel DOWNS.
Sometimes i feel SAD , sometimes i feel HAPPY .
Sometimes i feel RICH , sometimes i feel POOR .
But everyday i feel LOVE from my dear.
18 Dec 2010 is one of the black day of my life.
That day my life with my dear was totally ruined .
I never see my dear laugh happily since that day .
And I feel so GUILTY .
Even if i said SORRY, everything cannot turn back to the past already .
Since that day start , my dear keep on dropping tears.
My heart really feel so so so pain .
And I feel like want to drunk myself everyday for escaping from all this sadness.
He is just like my flesh .
Once it been cut, I can feel the pain .
I really failed to be a girlfriend to a good boy. I keep on make him sad.
Im so useless. Yes , I admit .
Since 23 November 2010 start , i realised all my disadvantages .
I really thank you him for changing my life.
He is really mean to me .
3.1.2011 is a bad day for me .
I thought everything will have a U-Turn but this way is highway and no U-turn for it.
God , please give me and my dear strength .
Let's change our life.
Please take away all the suffer-ness .
Im willing the one who suffer is me . But not my dear .
He is very important.

This blog is write from the bottom of my heart and my sincerity .
My tears keep on drop .
I just want to tell you that I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH .
BOBBY LIAU JIANN XIONG , my only one , my love and my everything .

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Fiona Hiew Wee Na
4.1.2011
1.28am