Holiday

Holiday should be happy or sad ?
I dint really enjoy my holiday because i feel our relationship is very far.
I hope everything will goes faster .
I want to meet him everyday.
I cant live without him .
Im really sad .
Everything i want to find him sure his hp is offline .
God , please help me .
I need him .


FIONA IS VERY SAD NOW ~

31.01.2011

A letter from angel ~

I am very ordinary girl .
Yesterday an incident happened in my life.
That hurts me so much.
And make me feel so SAD.
I really dont know what to do that time .
At first , i plan not to tell him.
But a CRAZY people keep on spam my facebook.
UNTIL i cant stand it anymore.
I call my dear to settle it for me.
At first , i feel so disappointed because my dear didnt scold that CRAZY people.
But at last , i keep on thinking and wondering , if scold thing also never change .
So what is the purpose to scold each other .
It will only make things go complicated.
And at last, everyone will feel sinful .
But , my tears keep on falling .
Because is my first time scolded by a girl .
And first time i never scold back anything.
Because i believe i can stand firm , n i wouldnt fall down .
Because if i fall down they will be more happy.

Last , i become very brave and ask my dear .
If i give u one choice , will you love me again .
Yes , my dear didnt let me disappointed .
He said he had already make his choice .
And he will never regret to make this choice .
He will never leave me .
So everyone here , please be my witness .

I finally found a boy who can lay my life on him.
He is my dearest one .
NO FEAR , NO TEAR.
ENJOY MY LIFE !

Myself , my life .

My sweet sweet love story begin .
3
2
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Go !!!
Hehe . I am so happy because i got a wonderful trip to Genting with my darling .
So cool wor at Genting .
I almost freeze liaw .
But my dear always there for me .
He willing to lend me his jacket although he is very cool.
When i said we share la the jacket , he said he feel so hot (alasan) only.
I knew he is very cold .
So sweet right .

Last night I am so hurt and so stupid .
I went to ask him about the bear .
I keep on force him to tell me where is the bear come from .
Once he dont want to tell me , I also keep merajuk .
Last , i saw him with a sad face and hug me .
He said :"............" I cant listen it clearly.
But what i heard is : Sorry ...

Actually i already knew where is the bear come from .
But i just cant accept it .
I want him to be sincere to me .
I want him to be honest to me .
But yah , he did it .
He didnt let me be disappointed .

Then with his sad face he told me :" By , saya tak guna pun , saya simpan saja" .
Actually my dear , i allow u to use it .
I didnt say u cant use it ah .
EVen if you want to find that people i also cant do anything .
But i want you to be sincere .
My stupid dear .
See , still got how many girl can say like this to her boyfriend .
And if you are me , can u say the same thing too ?
I can do it , because you really mean to me ,
And i really appreciated you in my life .
You have given me a lots of happiness in my life .

I will always scare when this type of happiness will gone in my life ?
But even if this happiness gone , I will still very happy .
Because I had ever try this type of happiness already .
Not everyone have this before .
Im so lucky already .
I will never regret .
I love him very much .
He is my only one . Bobby Liau Jiann Xiong .

MUAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Something that happened in my class today ..... that really hurt me alots

Today................
Let people misunderstand .
The question not i ask one . I just simply tell the person who sit beside me .
The lecturer ask u , still got what tax need to pay .
So i said income tax . Because everyone need to pay income tax because everyone has income.
Then the boy sound out the question .
Then the girl misunderstand me and aim my group .
But whatever that happened I will let it happen .
Because we cannot change the thing that happened .
It already become a past and a history .
How people judge me , i dont mind at all .
Because only GOD/ TUHAN/ ALLAH knew what had happened .
Girlss , i want to tell u . I admit just now when u ask me is because I dont want to make the problem bigger and bigger .
I will choose to be quiet .
I cannot change your mind , I can only change myself .
But the way u talk is really NO MANNER .
Next time , find out or investigate first before u judge a person .
REMEMBER , BEAR IN MIND !
DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER .
And just a question , if you cant answer, there is nothing .
Because we are not genius at all .
WHY YOU SO MIND ABOUT IT ??????
If you saw this post , you feel unhappy .
I dont think i no need to say sorry to u .
Because it is not my fault .
And , you really need to tenang your heart .
Let ur head be pure .
And next time before u talk , think about GOD first .
HE is the creator of human .
Only HIM can judge us .
Not everyone is perfect .
But the way u talk to people u really need to change .
That's all . Thank you ~

Actually the way u talk and sindir at the back is really hurt okay !
But I never angry you .
Because GOD said :" Love your enermy as you love yourself" .

No hate , no jealousy in our life .

Maybe you feel so happy after see our group cannot answer your question .
But that is really a big sins because you really mean to sabotage others .

And to a person : " next time please dont use ur blazer to hit other people " .
Mayb u think that is nothing , but I will always remember that scene .

As a conclusion : " Investigate before you judge " and "Dont judge a booy by its cover" .

God bless everyone .
May God's love , peace and joy bless everyone .
Have a nice day .

Happy

Im so happy today with no reasons .
Thursday go Genting Highlands lur .
Cold cold .
OMG , I dont have jacket .
Wan to rampas my dear one .
Can I ? Hahaha
Horaayyy ! Next Thursday go back to Kuching !
Love my own bed .
Hehehe . Happy .

My life ~

Everytime when i ask him about his ex . He sure will be unhappy.
But Im more hurt u know.
But it is OKAY. Because I am Fiona Hiew Wee Na .
I am brave.
He ever told me : " sabar adalah separuh dari iman" .
So , i can sabar la.
Be happy.
Because I had him in my life.
I am very happy with my life.
I am very lucky.
Sometimes. We need to "close one eye" .
So that we can enjoy our life to the maximum.
So that no quarreling.
Fiona can do it.
I really need to practice "close one eye".
No jealousy anymore.
I know i can do it.
I never angry my bf oh!
See how good am I.
God , please take away all his anger.
I dont want him to angry everytime.
Because sometimes i really feel so tired.
And the silly me ever angry God why always let him angry.
See , how silly am I.
But when i think back, that is all the challenges and the obstacles in life.
But I overcome it successly.
If not why my bf can laugh happily?
Agree right?
Life is very colourful and wonderful.
So we must enjoy it!
Dont afraid to be single .
Because this world still got so many boy and girl , men and women.
But I hope he is my last.
Because how can I forgo a boy who treat me so good , and so understanding and very caring.
I really appreciated and thks God.
So everyday I prayed for my relationship .
Got one lecturer told me before when Im still at college.
She said :" Fiona, remember to pray for ur future husband, becuase we dont know who is him"
Yes , I did it! And I hope that is the one who stand in front of my eyes, and flow in my mind.
Amen !

Unforgetable memory in part of my life

Hi , all . Long time didnt blog walking already beacuse i am currently quite busy with my life.
My life is full of types of feeling .
Sometimes i feel UPS , sometimes i feel DOWNS.
Sometimes i feel SAD , sometimes i feel HAPPY .
Sometimes i feel RICH , sometimes i feel POOR .
But everyday i feel LOVE from my dear.
18 Dec 2010 is one of the black day of my life.
That day my life with my dear was totally ruined .
I never see my dear laugh happily since that day .
And I feel so GUILTY .
Even if i said SORRY, everything cannot turn back to the past already .
Since that day start , my dear keep on dropping tears.
My heart really feel so so so pain .
And I feel like want to drunk myself everyday for escaping from all this sadness.
He is just like my flesh .
Once it been cut, I can feel the pain .
I really failed to be a girlfriend to a good boy. I keep on make him sad.
Im so useless. Yes , I admit .
Since 23 November 2010 start , i realised all my disadvantages .
I really thank you him for changing my life.
He is really mean to me .
3.1.2011 is a bad day for me .
I thought everything will have a U-Turn but this way is highway and no U-turn for it.
God , please give me and my dear strength .
Let's change our life.
Please take away all the suffer-ness .
Im willing the one who suffer is me . But not my dear .
He is very important.

This blog is write from the bottom of my heart and my sincerity .
My tears keep on drop .
I just want to tell you that I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH .
BOBBY LIAU JIANN XIONG , my only one , my love and my everything .

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4.1.2011
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